The exterminator a pleasant enough man named Travis arrived on a Thursday.
He did a thorough inspection.
Then he sat down with me at my kitchen table and explained my options.
Option 1: Chemical treatment. Three visits over six weeks. $1,800. "Effective for most infestations," he said. "You'll need to bag and wash everything before each treatment. We'll need you out of the home for 4 hours per visit."
Option 2: Heat treatment. Single visit. $3,200. "We heat the entire structure to 120°F for several hours. More comprehensive. Recommended for faster results."
Option 3: Combined heat and chemical. $4,400. "Our most thorough protocol. Heat for the live population, chemical residual for any eggs that survive the heat."
I stared at him.
"Eggs survive heat treatment?"
He shifted slightly.
"Heat treatment is very effective. But in some cases, areas of the structure that don't reach full temperature inside wall voids, deeply recessed areas may harbor eggs that survive. The chemical residual addresses those."
I heard what he wasn't saying.
Even the $3,200 treatment might not get all the eggs.
"What happens if they come back?" I asked.
"We offer a 30-day warranty on heat treatment. If there's evidence of continued activity within 30 days, we'll retreat at no charge."
"And after 30 days?"
A pause.
"We'd schedule a new treatment visit."
I chose Option 2. The heat treatment.
$3,200.
Ryan and I took the day off work, packed the car with our pets and anything heat-sensitive, and drove to his mother's house for the day.
We came home to a hot, chemical-smelling house and freshly made beds.
Travis called to check in.
"Looking good," he said. "You should be clear."
For 19 days, we were.
On day 20, I found a bite on my wrist.
On day 21, Ryan found two on his neck.
On day 22, I pulled back the mattress cover.
They were back.
Not many. But back.
I sat on my bedroom floor and cried in a way I haven't cried since my father died.