Sandra rebooked us in late April.
A retired teacher and her husband, looking to downsize from a larger property outside the city. Sandra thought they'd appreciate the garden, the sitting area, the work Dennis had put into it.
I spent the morning of the showing on my hands and knees, smoothing out mounds with a trowel and tamping the soil down as flat as I could get it. I swept the flagstones. I deadheaded the lavender. I did everything I could to make that yard look like what it had been.
They walked through the backyard for eleven minutes. I know because I was watching from the kitchen window, counting.
I could see the moment they found the tunnel ridge near the sitting area. The woman stopped walking. Pointed at the ground. Her husband crouched down and pressed the soil with his fingers.
They were polite during the rest of the showing. Warm, even.
They did not make an offer.
Sandra called that evening and said what I already knew.
"The yard is the problem, Carol. Every buyer is going to see it."
I thanked her and told her I'd figure it out.
I went to bed that night and stared at the ceiling for a long time.
I thought about Dennis building that retaining wall in the summer heat, coming inside with dirt on his hands and a look on his face like a man who was exactly where he was supposed to be.
I thought about how unfair it was. How completely, quietly unfair.
And then I got up, made a cup of tea, and sat back down at the kitchen table with my laptop.